+2 respect points if you realized this post's title is a quote and +3 more if you correctly guess what it's from.
It's sorta half-true, though. Jerod returned to speak with me again. My inner reaction to this can be summarized as follows: "F*king Yes! YES!!!" Pretty much.
It was hard because I went well over a month without hearing from him and I just... love him so much. I tend to jinx myself everytime I say that about someone but each time I meant it, so ya know what? I don't care!
He's doing better it seems, he has a job. So, I'm happy about that. I should think about either applying more or *shudder* driving. It's hard to get behind the idea of the latter. Had a few close calls early on when I was riding with my mom early on in life, but nothing too serious, I think. I only vaguely remember the events anyway. It just bores me so (driving). I'm not much of an outgoing sort as well. But I would go most anywhere with Jerod. I want to spend as much time as I can in his company when I have the chances. ^^
So I know I mainly want to drive uh, in case of real emergency and to see him sooner. Despite that, I have limited income for now so that's a less tempting option. Work's always been slack in my immediate area, too. Hmm, well maybe I'll just keep an extra eye out for openings (mostly small store positions if anything).
I should preface that I don't like going out by myself. It really depends on who is with me (solo, yeah probably not going to anything). I enjoy being with friends but I haven't had many, even fewer that lived in my neighborhood. I try to reach out online though.
I saw this posted on someone's tumblr, but let's be real here.
what girls think guys do at sleepovers:(what kinda guys are these? only the last one is even remotely realistic, ho!)
what guys really do at sleepovers:
- play xbox
- rate girls at their school
- smoke weed
- gay sex
- anal fisting
- make out sessions
what RB does at sleepovers:
- play xbox (or whatever videogames are available)
- gaze longingly at the boyfriend and more or less cuddle him into a coma ('cause no way I'm going to any sleepover otherwise)
- eat everyone's leftovers lest its things I don't like (lol, my childhood and early teens right there)
Hmm, I think this is all I wish to say for now~.
