Yes, that title is also completely, necessarily long. Deal with it.
Fact 1: Being overweight is not unhealthy, so long as you are not overfat. (ask your medical doctor or dietician, if you're seeing one, for confirmation on healthy fat ranges which are % based of your total weight)
Fact 2: Your weight has to account for water, bones, muscle fibers and fat. In that precise order, that is what primarily composes your total weight.
Fact 3: Obese is being defined as having enough weight that your risk level for heart and circulatory problems increase to a degree. How much so and how much weight you truly can bare is completely up to your family's medical history.
Okay, so with those things out of the way, on to the very simple table. This table assumes that one is at least 23 years old, after which one would be approximately 97% complete with their physical growth. (In other words, when you truly cease getting taller)
Men Women
Height Lbs Height Lbs
6'8" 267 6'5" 223
6'7" 260 6'4" 216
6'6" 253 6'3" 210
6'5" 246 6'2" 204
6'4" 239 6'1" 198
6'3" 232 6'0" 192
6'2" 225 5'11" 186
6'1" 218 5'10" 180
6'0" 211 5'9" 174
5'11" 204 5'8" 168
5'10" 197 5'7" 163
5'9" 190 5'6" 158
5'8" 183 5'5" 153
5'7" 176 5'4" 148
5'6" 169 5'3" 143
5'5" 162 5'2" 138
5'4" 155 5'1" 133
5'3 148 5'0" 128
5'2" 141 4'11" 123
5'1" 134 4'10" 118
Alright, now if you look up all of those according to the BMI (body mass index) bylaws, most of these will register as overweight or close, or even normal. As I said, these weights are nonsense yet acceptable. In other words, its pretty much my personal bias (I prefer hefty but healthy people). On the other hand, the majority are also completely reasonable and certainly not out-of-the-question. For the really critical though, I'd say you could feasibly be between 16 lbs lighter and 20 lbs heavier for each target and still be fine. Convert to metric if you must.
SH2
Friday, August 23, 2013
Monday, August 5, 2013
Stuff (An Update)
If you want to call it that.
Anyway, Jer is still awesome (I mean c'mon, I'm not really a person who changes their opinions that quickly on others). But damn does he have terrible luck. Like I partially want to just lock him away so shit stops happening to trouble him, lol, something like that. I mean I am not a pet person so that idea is rather moot. And he wouldn't agree to that, lest I locked myself away with him, lol, then maybe xD.
Tumblr is such a time-sink, forget tvtropes. Its like Blogger but on massive roids, and way more likely to invoke triggers because people are dumb as dirt on there.
I see so many cases of reverse racism that it literally makes me sick to my stomach. Hell, no, its just racism. Whether you're white, black, red, blue, green or shining gold; if a third of your personal rants revolve around complaining about a group of people that boils down to "color-of-person_word-for-person", then by Jove, do you have loads of free time! And what a waste of time and energy you're expending to inform the masses of your exceedingly asinine views and simply foolish tangents ping-ponging around your cranium.
Allow me to enlighten you. First black guy I ever thought was attractive was pretty average looking, toned but kind of thin, and his equipment was pretty much average (like 6 or 7 in, which is not unreasonable). Why did I like him? Well, just the way he carried his self. I won't lie that this was in a porno so meh, it just does make me mad people assume white men just want someone for their dick, especially generalizing that's their reason for being attracted to dark skinned people. ESPECIALLY because I prefer ass. There. Race doesn't matter. It's having a nice trunk and confidence, and not being a total moron that matters most to me. Hell, I generally like people who seem smart and aren't afraid to show their emotions, their weaknesses, so that I can hopefully make them feel more understood, more normal, more loved.
Not to mention, I do not want to bottom, well, very rarely, and only for some people. Like my one friend, he's okay and all even if he acts really stupid a lot and he's also a top; still, I'd NEVER bottom for him because he's too selfish. I mean whenever I'd hypothetically bring up sleeping with him, that jackass would constantly insist I'd bottom for him first. Makes me irrate. And I refuse to acknowledge people who make me that mad. So, no spooning with him, ever.
You want to turn me on? Dick won't do it. Ass helps, but its really just how you express yourself that I care about. I'd rather have sex with someone who actually appears to be in love and happy and longing to be with me than someone who is confident but not a douche. I'm really more of a sentimental person when it boils down to it... so all the hate and suspicion so many people harbor truly depresses me. : |
Few months ago I tried to both greet someone who was on my contact/friend list on a site and say I thought they were cute, and even added that I'm not really looking for sex, that what I said above is more the sort of guy I am. And they responded by calling me a creep AND blocking me, not even letting me try to apologize for upsetting them : [. It's not like I even hit on them; I really can't understand his thought process at all.
I try talking to Jer at times lately, and well, I wish I could always be in a good conversation-crafting mood. Mostly its just a quick exchange. Which honestly is okay, I hope. I don't want him to feel unloved because... its a terrible feeling. I would know.
Anyway, Jer is still awesome (I mean c'mon, I'm not really a person who changes their opinions that quickly on others). But damn does he have terrible luck. Like I partially want to just lock him away so shit stops happening to trouble him, lol, something like that. I mean I am not a pet person so that idea is rather moot. And he wouldn't agree to that, lest I locked myself away with him, lol, then maybe xD.
Tumblr is such a time-sink, forget tvtropes. Its like Blogger but on massive roids, and way more likely to invoke triggers because people are dumb as dirt on there.
I see so many cases of reverse racism that it literally makes me sick to my stomach. Hell, no, its just racism. Whether you're white, black, red, blue, green or shining gold; if a third of your personal rants revolve around complaining about a group of people that boils down to "color-of-person_word-for-person", then by Jove, do you have loads of free time! And what a waste of time and energy you're expending to inform the masses of your exceedingly asinine views and simply foolish tangents ping-ponging around your cranium.
Allow me to enlighten you. First black guy I ever thought was attractive was pretty average looking, toned but kind of thin, and his equipment was pretty much average (like 6 or 7 in, which is not unreasonable). Why did I like him? Well, just the way he carried his self. I won't lie that this was in a porno so meh, it just does make me mad people assume white men just want someone for their dick, especially generalizing that's their reason for being attracted to dark skinned people. ESPECIALLY because I prefer ass. There. Race doesn't matter. It's having a nice trunk and confidence, and not being a total moron that matters most to me. Hell, I generally like people who seem smart and aren't afraid to show their emotions, their weaknesses, so that I can hopefully make them feel more understood, more normal, more loved.
Not to mention, I do not want to bottom, well, very rarely, and only for some people. Like my one friend, he's okay and all even if he acts really stupid a lot and he's also a top; still, I'd NEVER bottom for him because he's too selfish. I mean whenever I'd hypothetically bring up sleeping with him, that jackass would constantly insist I'd bottom for him first. Makes me irrate. And I refuse to acknowledge people who make me that mad. So, no spooning with him, ever.
You want to turn me on? Dick won't do it. Ass helps, but its really just how you express yourself that I care about. I'd rather have sex with someone who actually appears to be in love and happy and longing to be with me than someone who is confident but not a douche. I'm really more of a sentimental person when it boils down to it... so all the hate and suspicion so many people harbor truly depresses me. : |
Few months ago I tried to both greet someone who was on my contact/friend list on a site and say I thought they were cute, and even added that I'm not really looking for sex, that what I said above is more the sort of guy I am. And they responded by calling me a creep AND blocking me, not even letting me try to apologize for upsetting them : [. It's not like I even hit on them; I really can't understand his thought process at all.
I try talking to Jer at times lately, and well, I wish I could always be in a good conversation-crafting mood. Mostly its just a quick exchange. Which honestly is okay, I hope. I don't want him to feel unloved because... its a terrible feeling. I would know.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
The Expected and Unexpected
Welp, long story short, the last two weeks have been rather... strange. In that, a lot of unexpected things have happened and a few expected ones, too.
The Expected:
-SSI Appeal officially turned down; re-filing ensues (this is just a big headache because I'm only doing this to keep the only insurance I got, which requires me to file for SSI in order to qualify; it's convoluted as all heck)
-found a fun game to play which re-ignited my general interest in making a game of similar quality (probably won't seriously advance on mine too soon though); admittedly only semi-expected, lol
The Unexpected:
-apparently I have a boyfriend now, met online like my last official one (that is, counting people I have or strongly plan to meet/see in person)
And... it's the unexpected I really ought to talk about now. Dis guy... just, dis guy!! He's like, practically everything I want from looks (cute as all get out), his ethnicity (okay, I always have thought dark skinned people were awesome, this I can't honestly deny), his energy (which is up there, a plus because I often need coaxing or just a counterbalance) and besides all that he's sensitive and caring enough that you just want to be with him a lot of the time since he's really sweet. But not only that, but he very recently admitted he feels he does love me, ME of all people, and says that its because he feels that I truly care about him (of course I do, I care easily for people who don't say stupid/jerkish stuff, lolol). So, dang, I guess I have my work cut out for me. Got to get myself to up and see him (he's not that far away, lives in my state). Of course, I do like him a lot, I think I'm ready to love again, I mean, I did wait what, 4 years basically?
I just want to commit, because I'm so ready. I know we can get along because we talk almost everyday and he doesn't really make me feel unwanted. So, I'm hoping it all turns out well. Jerod, if you're reading this, know that I not only have been moved by your kindness, heck, your everything, but that I really want to stay with you as long as you need. I know it'll still be a bit before I can physically act on all I've said, but I TRULY INTEND to make good on 95% of my word. (I leave 5% for error because c'mon, nobody's perfect). I wish I could refer you to the last guy I ever dated in earnest, just because the proof's there. We had met in February but finally saw one another in person on his birthday in May. That was my first kiss I then had with a man. ^_^ While him and I did get distanced sometime thereafter, I also want you to know, I will ALWAYS care about you, even if something should ever happen to us, too. Of course, I will hope only for good things but hey, you gotta do what feels right to you. I know I really like ya. I know you really care for me, so here's to good tidings ahead. *clinks glass* xD
Other than Jer rocking my world over the past week, not a whole lot else been happening. I was... a bit unsure of how he'd even react to me deciding to message him afore, at which point I resolved to tell him I did think he was cute; it's just, far too many nice-looking people can be really self-absorbed or just rude to people who, simply put, are just kinda plain (such as myself). But he wasn't... I just want to reward his kindness with my body, mind and soul because he honestly earned it by matching my uncommon kindness with his own. I'm so moved, I'm seriously not even thinking about past fixations like Casey, or Joshua, or other people. I haven't felt this way in YEARS! -peace, out
The Expected:
-SSI Appeal officially turned down; re-filing ensues (this is just a big headache because I'm only doing this to keep the only insurance I got, which requires me to file for SSI in order to qualify; it's convoluted as all heck)
-found a fun game to play which re-ignited my general interest in making a game of similar quality (probably won't seriously advance on mine too soon though); admittedly only semi-expected, lol
The Unexpected:
-apparently I have a boyfriend now, met online like my last official one (that is, counting people I have or strongly plan to meet/see in person)
And... it's the unexpected I really ought to talk about now. Dis guy... just, dis guy!! He's like, practically everything I want from looks (cute as all get out), his ethnicity (okay, I always have thought dark skinned people were awesome, this I can't honestly deny), his energy (which is up there, a plus because I often need coaxing or just a counterbalance) and besides all that he's sensitive and caring enough that you just want to be with him a lot of the time since he's really sweet. But not only that, but he very recently admitted he feels he does love me, ME of all people, and says that its because he feels that I truly care about him (of course I do, I care easily for people who don't say stupid/jerkish stuff, lolol). So, dang, I guess I have my work cut out for me. Got to get myself to up and see him (he's not that far away, lives in my state). Of course, I do like him a lot, I think I'm ready to love again, I mean, I did wait what, 4 years basically?
I just want to commit, because I'm so ready. I know we can get along because we talk almost everyday and he doesn't really make me feel unwanted. So, I'm hoping it all turns out well. Jerod, if you're reading this, know that I not only have been moved by your kindness, heck, your everything, but that I really want to stay with you as long as you need. I know it'll still be a bit before I can physically act on all I've said, but I TRULY INTEND to make good on 95% of my word. (I leave 5% for error because c'mon, nobody's perfect). I wish I could refer you to the last guy I ever dated in earnest, just because the proof's there. We had met in February but finally saw one another in person on his birthday in May. That was my first kiss I then had with a man. ^_^ While him and I did get distanced sometime thereafter, I also want you to know, I will ALWAYS care about you, even if something should ever happen to us, too. Of course, I will hope only for good things but hey, you gotta do what feels right to you. I know I really like ya. I know you really care for me, so here's to good tidings ahead. *clinks glass* xD
Other than Jer rocking my world over the past week, not a whole lot else been happening. I was... a bit unsure of how he'd even react to me deciding to message him afore, at which point I resolved to tell him I did think he was cute; it's just, far too many nice-looking people can be really self-absorbed or just rude to people who, simply put, are just kinda plain (such as myself). But he wasn't... I just want to reward his kindness with my body, mind and soul because he honestly earned it by matching my uncommon kindness with his own. I'm so moved, I'm seriously not even thinking about past fixations like Casey, or Joshua, or other people. I haven't felt this way in YEARS! -peace, out
Thursday, July 4, 2013
Random Survey I found on Tumblr
Why the heck not?
1. What is your middle name?
James
2. Are you wearing makeup?
I'm not currently doing a stage play, so no.
3. What colour is your toothbrush?
It's green, white and blue.
4. Approximately how many posters are hung up in your room?
Less than 3.
5. What does your hair product smell like?
I don't smell my shampoo unless it reeks enough.
6. Where would rather be right now?
In your ass. (unless you're a chick, okay but really, I don't care about "where" I am or want to be much)
7. What is the temperature outside?
about 70 degrees Fahrenheit
8. Have you ever dyed your hair? If so what colour?
yes, Orange
9. What is the funniest word you know?
I don't know... (I don't usually find words funny)
10. Name your favourite band starting with the letter 'M'
Magnum Opus
11. What is your favourite pick up line? And has anyone ever used it on you?
Oh crap... *thinks* It was something like, "I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs; so gimme sex!" yes it's really lame and goofy and creepy but so what? at least it's honest
12. Describe your first icon using only verbs
I don't understand this question...
13. What is the most expensive thing you have ever bought with your own money?
my Xbox360, which alone was $300 bucks; most of my stuff is gifts
14. State your favourite letter of the alphabet
it's K
15. What is your favourite accent?
I like most accents, really
16. How did you celebrate the new year?
I haven't for quite a while and probably won't until I'm in a relationship
17. What do you call a brown fizzy drink that usually comes in a can?
... I say, "why's this shit brown? it's supposed to be darker!"
18. Do you like fish?
Sure do
19. What is your most used tag?
I don't use tags much
20. Would you rather ask someone out or be asked out?
I'd rather be asked out
21. What is your favourite Olympic sport to watch?
Gymnastics are cool I guess; but usually I don't watch them
22. Have you ever dumped anyone?
hmmm... not technically
23. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I still don't know, in honest, I just want a family, a simple job that I can come home from most evenings, or w/e
24. Have you ever been to the United States? If so, where?
I reside in the US, I've been in a few different states but mostly stay in Pennsylvania a lot
25. What instrument have you always wanted to play?
I know how to play the Oboe and a few others; I wish I could play the piano better
26. Describe your dream partner's eye colour
I like green eyes most, I guess, but I don't care
27. What do you order at diners?
usually pasta dishes
28. Coffee or espressos?
I hate them both equally
29. What is the most annoying song on the radio at the moment?
wouldn't know, I don't listen to the radio much
30. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
I don't own a mobile phone
31. What type of music player do you own?
since most are broken, my PC is the closest thing
32. Describe your favourite painting
I like um, drawings more than paintings, usually of people/characters
33. What was the best present you have ever received?
I guess some computers I've used
34. Spring or Fall? Why?
Fall, because Summer is over and not approaching (I hate heat)
35. What was the last text you received? Who was it from?
I don't remember the last text; but my last IM was a friend sharing a random fact/meme pic and saying good night
36. Would you ever paint your room pink?
No
37. What colour is your underwear?
most of my underwear is navy blue
38. Favourite perfume scent?
don't like perfume/not around enough to know
39. What celebrity do you think needs to drop off a cliff?
don't really care much, but if Lady Gaga did, most people would think it's the greatest thing ever (just because it's her diving or w/e; I'm not being a jerk here)
40. Do blue eyes turn you on?
Well, Tyler W. from TheSpeedGamers does have really gorgeous eyes, so I suppose they can
41. What meat do you prefer in a sandwich?
my favorite sandwich is a BLT, but I usually eat tuna submarine sandwiches lately
42. Would you ever wear a sweater to school?
I have several times
43. What is the name of your current ringtone?
don't have one; my preference is toward Chopin's Funeral March
44. Glasses or contacts?
glasses
45. What shoes do you normally wear to school?
I usually wore sneakers, white, but black in the last year or two
46. Where is your nearest television?
it's about 3 feet away from my PC, in my room, where I currently am
47. What is your favourite vegetable?
I really like edamame in stir-fry, otherwise, broccoli, raw please
48. When was the last time you drank milk?
yesterday, I drink milk almost daily
49. What was your lowest grade in school?
for a yearly grade, I think I got a 49 in German III during senior year, I really didn't like the teacher, and some other issues that were going on
50. Are you using Google chrome?
no, I use Firefox
1. What is your middle name?
James
2. Are you wearing makeup?
I'm not currently doing a stage play, so no.
3. What colour is your toothbrush?
It's green, white and blue.
4. Approximately how many posters are hung up in your room?
Less than 3.
5. What does your hair product smell like?
I don't smell my shampoo unless it reeks enough.
6. Where would rather be right now?
In your ass. (unless you're a chick, okay but really, I don't care about "where" I am or want to be much)
7. What is the temperature outside?
about 70 degrees Fahrenheit
8. Have you ever dyed your hair? If so what colour?
yes, Orange
9. What is the funniest word you know?
I don't know... (I don't usually find words funny)
10. Name your favourite band starting with the letter 'M'
Magnum Opus
11. What is your favourite pick up line? And has anyone ever used it on you?
Oh crap... *thinks* It was something like, "I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs; so gimme sex!" yes it's really lame and goofy and creepy but so what? at least it's honest
12. Describe your first icon using only verbs
I don't understand this question...
13. What is the most expensive thing you have ever bought with your own money?
my Xbox360, which alone was $300 bucks; most of my stuff is gifts
14. State your favourite letter of the alphabet
it's K
15. What is your favourite accent?
I like most accents, really
16. How did you celebrate the new year?
I haven't for quite a while and probably won't until I'm in a relationship
17. What do you call a brown fizzy drink that usually comes in a can?
... I say, "why's this shit brown? it's supposed to be darker!"
18. Do you like fish?
Sure do
19. What is your most used tag?
I don't use tags much
20. Would you rather ask someone out or be asked out?
I'd rather be asked out
21. What is your favourite Olympic sport to watch?
Gymnastics are cool I guess; but usually I don't watch them
22. Have you ever dumped anyone?
hmmm... not technically
23. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I still don't know, in honest, I just want a family, a simple job that I can come home from most evenings, or w/e
24. Have you ever been to the United States? If so, where?
I reside in the US, I've been in a few different states but mostly stay in Pennsylvania a lot
25. What instrument have you always wanted to play?
I know how to play the Oboe and a few others; I wish I could play the piano better
26. Describe your dream partner's eye colour
I like green eyes most, I guess, but I don't care
27. What do you order at diners?
usually pasta dishes
28. Coffee or espressos?
I hate them both equally
29. What is the most annoying song on the radio at the moment?
wouldn't know, I don't listen to the radio much
30. How many contacts do you have on your phone?
I don't own a mobile phone
31. What type of music player do you own?
since most are broken, my PC is the closest thing
32. Describe your favourite painting
I like um, drawings more than paintings, usually of people/characters
33. What was the best present you have ever received?
I guess some computers I've used
34. Spring or Fall? Why?
Fall, because Summer is over and not approaching (I hate heat)
35. What was the last text you received? Who was it from?
I don't remember the last text; but my last IM was a friend sharing a random fact/meme pic and saying good night
36. Would you ever paint your room pink?
No
37. What colour is your underwear?
most of my underwear is navy blue
38. Favourite perfume scent?
don't like perfume/not around enough to know
39. What celebrity do you think needs to drop off a cliff?
don't really care much, but if Lady Gaga did, most people would think it's the greatest thing ever (just because it's her diving or w/e; I'm not being a jerk here)
40. Do blue eyes turn you on?
Well, Tyler W. from TheSpeedGamers does have really gorgeous eyes, so I suppose they can
41. What meat do you prefer in a sandwich?
my favorite sandwich is a BLT, but I usually eat tuna submarine sandwiches lately
42. Would you ever wear a sweater to school?
I have several times
43. What is the name of your current ringtone?
don't have one; my preference is toward Chopin's Funeral March
44. Glasses or contacts?
glasses
45. What shoes do you normally wear to school?
I usually wore sneakers, white, but black in the last year or two
46. Where is your nearest television?
it's about 3 feet away from my PC, in my room, where I currently am
47. What is your favourite vegetable?
I really like edamame in stir-fry, otherwise, broccoli, raw please
48. When was the last time you drank milk?
yesterday, I drink milk almost daily
49. What was your lowest grade in school?
for a yearly grade, I think I got a 49 in German III during senior year, I really didn't like the teacher, and some other issues that were going on
50. Are you using Google chrome?
no, I use Firefox
Sunday, June 30, 2013
An Attempt to Explain my Aesthetic Sense
Or
A Futile Attempt at Expanding Minds
Lol. Well, when people ask, "what's your type?" in regards to what sort of physical features attract me--I don't usually know what to tell them. I don't usually think about a persons' looks. But that doesn't mean I like looking at just any and everything on the exterior anatomy of someone. I guess the best way to explain it would be to list and break down as many things as I can think of that I would (or at some point could) see on a person and say if I like it or not. So that's what I shall now do. You can expect some things that would equate to "too much information" on this list, if you're sensitive about those things, I apologize for ruffling your feathers.
visible, external things/qualities on any person that I find...
Attractive or Interesting: (basically stuff that I like)
breasts/pectorals
derriere (the butt)
eyes
facial stubble
lips
people shorter than (or equal to) 5'11"
short hair (the hair on your scalp)
small tattoos (~9 inches or less in diameter)
thighs
Neither Attractive nor Unattractive: (stuff I generally don't mind nor give excess thought to)
arms
ears
facial piercings (anything above the chin)
fat/overweight
hands
large tattoos
neck
muscle tone
mustaches
people taller than (or equal to) 6'
shoulders and back of torso
scrotum (the ballsack)
thin/average weight
Generally Unattractive or Uninteresting: (stuff I don't really like or usually won't ask to see)
beards
body hair
considerably overweight
excess tattoos (more than 7 small ones or 2 large ones)
feet
legs
long hair (the hair on your scalp)
nails (fingers/toes)
non-facial piercings
nipples
penis
underweight
vagina
I probably expect most of those things to be unsurprising to people who've thoroughly inspected this journal-ish blog of mine. And some may raise further questions. OH WELL!!! I can't please everyone, hurr.
I can say that hair color is probably the last thing I care about, except maybe gray-ing hair. If you're below age 48 and most of your hair has lost color, I'm sorry for you and would probably find you a bit unattractive (just being honest). It does happen eventually though. I'd rather be bald than have a full head of mostly gray/white hair when I'm age 45 or so, lol. Baldness doesn't bug me as long as your scalp is generally healthy *nod*.
Skin color... well, in earnest, I LIKE darker tones just more by default. On other people. On myself?? Well I'm white but I guess I wouldn't be that much different if I had been born black, tan, brown or w/e. In fact at times I wish I weren't (white) so I could be excused from my grandfather's exceptionally biased views and just overall maybe have fewer headaches during a day. That's a pretty steep maybe though. If my family was the same but black, then grandfather would probably just hate all white people and use racial slurs I've never even heard of (in the present reality). The grass is never greener on the other side, it's just either more wet or dry, hah!
Later, losers~. (I'll show you! *shot*) xD
A Futile Attempt at Expanding Minds
Lol. Well, when people ask, "what's your type?" in regards to what sort of physical features attract me--I don't usually know what to tell them. I don't usually think about a persons' looks. But that doesn't mean I like looking at just any and everything on the exterior anatomy of someone. I guess the best way to explain it would be to list and break down as many things as I can think of that I would (or at some point could) see on a person and say if I like it or not. So that's what I shall now do. You can expect some things that would equate to "too much information" on this list, if you're sensitive about those things, I apologize for ruffling your feathers.
visible, external things/qualities on any person that I find...
Attractive or Interesting: (basically stuff that I like)
breasts/pectorals
derriere (the butt)
eyes
facial stubble
lips
people shorter than (or equal to) 5'11"
short hair (the hair on your scalp)
small tattoos (~9 inches or less in diameter)
thighs
Neither Attractive nor Unattractive: (stuff I generally don't mind nor give excess thought to)
arms
ears
facial piercings (anything above the chin)
fat/overweight
hands
large tattoos
neck
muscle tone
mustaches
people taller than (or equal to) 6'
shoulders and back of torso
scrotum (the ballsack)
thin/average weight
Generally Unattractive or Uninteresting: (stuff I don't really like or usually won't ask to see)
beards
body hair
considerably overweight
excess tattoos (more than 7 small ones or 2 large ones)
feet
legs
long hair (the hair on your scalp)
nails (fingers/toes)
non-facial piercings
nipples
penis
underweight
vagina
I probably expect most of those things to be unsurprising to people who've thoroughly inspected this journal-ish blog of mine. And some may raise further questions. OH WELL!!! I can't please everyone, hurr.
I can say that hair color is probably the last thing I care about, except maybe gray-ing hair. If you're below age 48 and most of your hair has lost color, I'm sorry for you and would probably find you a bit unattractive (just being honest). It does happen eventually though. I'd rather be bald than have a full head of mostly gray/white hair when I'm age 45 or so, lol. Baldness doesn't bug me as long as your scalp is generally healthy *nod*.
Skin color... well, in earnest, I LIKE darker tones just more by default. On other people. On myself?? Well I'm white but I guess I wouldn't be that much different if I had been born black, tan, brown or w/e. In fact at times I wish I weren't (white) so I could be excused from my grandfather's exceptionally biased views and just overall maybe have fewer headaches during a day. That's a pretty steep maybe though. If my family was the same but black, then grandfather would probably just hate all white people and use racial slurs I've never even heard of (in the present reality). The grass is never greener on the other side, it's just either more wet or dry, hah!
Later, losers~. (I'll show you! *shot*) xD
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Log of Thoughts and Delusions
Log Date: June, Almost Summer, 2013
(Not Entirely) Random List of Things I WILL NOT Do
-state something false on purpose
-(profusely) curse
-eat string beans, beets, lima beans, nor the stalks of broccoli (among other foods I purely dislike)
-tolerate cigarette smoke, tobacco, nor any non-prescription
-tolerate breaches of security including but not limited to eavesdropping, rummaging through others' property, extraneous invasions of personal space under any circumstances, etc.; nor will I be privy to such activities
-tolerate unsafe vehicle driving practices
-tolerate criticism on anyone's appearance without constructive, earnest advice on how to improve the points so criticized
-negotiate on any of the above terms, lest I choose to discuss one willingly
There are more things, probably, but eh, those are among my biggest deal-breakers, if you will. I very likely mentioned some of those points before (because they all rather irritate me) but some things are worth repeating. If anything, at least I won't forget about these if they should ever come up and I need any convincing of things (y'know, concerning private matters only; I'd never let my biases interfere with impartial scenarios like jury duty or similar venues).
I'm okay otherwise, I guess... lately I seem to be getting more random attention from newer people. I really don't care for being complimented as the first thing from someone. At least, not on superficial things like looks... because seriously, seriously--how am I supposed to know if you're judging by me by my appearance OR if you've actually bothered to read the spiel I post on my pages (of which are public but never heavily advertised) and find me attractive by my personality, if all you're saying is, "you're cute(sexy/beautiful/some-empty-overused-word-here)". I mean, you haven't even talked to me yet... at least show some interest in me as a person BEYOND what you can see. What I care about is what you feel in your heart... blagh, but try telling that to anyone nowadays and they'll assume you're mental. I don't hate the attention but some guys... really bug me with it. Others not at much, at least not those who actively respond when I talk, and I do at least offer thanks for the compliments, in general. Just sayin'.
That's all for now, I suppose. Farewell.
(Not Entirely) Random List of Things I WILL NOT Do
-state something false on purpose
-(profusely) curse
-eat string beans, beets, lima beans, nor the stalks of broccoli (among other foods I purely dislike)
-tolerate cigarette smoke, tobacco, nor any non-prescription
-tolerate breaches of security including but not limited to eavesdropping, rummaging through others' property, extraneous invasions of personal space under any circumstances, etc.; nor will I be privy to such activities
-tolerate unsafe vehicle driving practices
-tolerate criticism on anyone's appearance without constructive, earnest advice on how to improve the points so criticized
-negotiate on any of the above terms, lest I choose to discuss one willingly
There are more things, probably, but eh, those are among my biggest deal-breakers, if you will. I very likely mentioned some of those points before (because they all rather irritate me) but some things are worth repeating. If anything, at least I won't forget about these if they should ever come up and I need any convincing of things (y'know, concerning private matters only; I'd never let my biases interfere with impartial scenarios like jury duty or similar venues).
I'm okay otherwise, I guess... lately I seem to be getting more random attention from newer people. I really don't care for being complimented as the first thing from someone. At least, not on superficial things like looks... because seriously, seriously--how am I supposed to know if you're judging by me by my appearance OR if you've actually bothered to read the spiel I post on my pages (of which are public but never heavily advertised) and find me attractive by my personality, if all you're saying is, "you're cute(sexy/beautiful/some-empty-overused-word-here)". I mean, you haven't even talked to me yet... at least show some interest in me as a person BEYOND what you can see. What I care about is what you feel in your heart... blagh, but try telling that to anyone nowadays and they'll assume you're mental. I don't hate the attention but some guys... really bug me with it. Others not at much, at least not those who actively respond when I talk, and I do at least offer thanks for the compliments, in general. Just sayin'.
That's all for now, I suppose. Farewell.
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Uhh... Stuff~
That does happen to be a pretty common reply of my own when acquaintances or friends ask me of what I'm doing at the time of conversation. That question does annoy me a little. Seriously, why do you need to know? If you don't wish to know, then why are you asking? Surely you have something better to ask about... I guess it's supposed to be polite or something, so I too ask it at times, usually near the start or after a significant period of time (approximately 90 minutes or more) passes between the last notable exchange of words between us. No, I'm not really trying to sound especially smart when I'm typing this. But, I do expect whoever reads this to at least appreciate my partial attempts at sounding educated... being too informal can be kinda annoying. Like this one person published a book which basically was a very realistic if not downright true diary of a 30 year old, hetero American male and MY GOD was it full of stuff I'd never say. Seriously, the guy thinks about sex at least 10 times a day, has a girlfriend, hardly connects with her at all emotionally beyond trying to listen what he implies is the equivalent of mindless rabble from her. It's just... the person narrating, though at least honest, is a total stereotype. And comes off downright bastardly as a result. (Apparently, "bastardly" is not a word; and I do not care the slightest).
But you know what bugs me most? Stubborn people who refuse to admit they're wrong or have wronged other people. Nothing to do with that prior tangent; this refers to... well I guess friend is appropriate, I don't dislike them that much and we talk on a frequent enough basis. More than what I'd consider an acquaintance to be. This guy is a total piece of work. He's honest and well-meaning, but a total clingy dog of a person. And I don't mean "dog" as an insult either... he's really that friendly most of the time if he likes someone. Oh, but don't get me started on the people he likes. Because it makes me embarrassed that he chose to associate me with a certain "stereotype" as well. Which by the way, is more society's fault than any other. They had to come up with words to show disapproval for other people's body types. Anyway, this person has wronged me. In the sense that they have dishonored me with their asinine level of ignorance, and that's not the only strike against them. But I am a very patient person and, with the best of intentions, do not hesitate to tell them of how foolish they behave. As I've told them, "I may have to be mean, but I do only because I truly care about you." I do earnestly mean that, as well.
The way they wronged me was, well... we were talking and when I bring up my own wishes and regards for well, intimacy, this imbecile has the unmitigated gall to tell me to go sleep with a woman. It's just... wrong. Because they theirself are quickly offended if someone so much as tries to pass of their own sexuality (he's gay) as a "choice". SO! How dare he act like I can just choose to sleep with a female because I first and foremost want to be the giving partner in the terms of intimacy and have very limited desires to receive?! I am still entirely flummoxed as to how he can think its okay to even joke about it when he knows of my aversion to the appearance of female genitalia (no offense intended). THEN, oh how very foolish he is, he follows up at a later point, trying to clarify, that oh, there's men who may want to be women and it's just... I am entirely at a loss. Whenever I think back on these facts, I just feel conflicted. Should I really be so mad at him for being a dunce as he clearly is? Y'know, besides other reasons I have to be upset with him. Is it really his fault? I don't believe so, personally, but it still makes me just... feel more empty when people refuse to accept that some people are different and just aren't able to want to be more flexible (in multiple facets of the word) when they haven't experienced what they truly want at first.
As a guy who has not had sex, I just... feel distanced from other people who exhibit such closed-minded thoughts or ideals. Let us be serious for a moment. Do you need to have sex to want to ask someone out, and not only that, but hope that, maybe in your future you would reach a level of intimacy with them? Well I personally say no, sex does not determine a person's sexuality nor their preferences in other people. It can persuade them but hey, if you, as a male, never have been intimate with a woman, even on just an emotional level, then how can you say with complete confidence that you are not "straight"? Unlike my friend, I have been intimate with women, emotionally, not physically and I can say that I'm not really a physical-seeking person. I can also say that as far as physical context and anatomical gender are concerned, I prefer men. I know this because when I engage in personal activities... without meaning to sound crude, I orgasm more completely when my mind, which is receiving physical and mental stimulation, places myself with another male. That is why I know I'm gay. Not because I ever needed someone else to confirm this with their body. Of course if you want to offer me your body and you are a man, more power to you! Hah, have to end on a brighter note.
Other positive things to note of late are:
-several video games I would like to purchase are receiving localizations in my country soon
-thanks to the dunce's meddling, I did meet a new person to talk to who I do like, and that is all (for now)
-I found a diet soda that I actually like to drink; thing is, I abhor Splenda because for me, it gives me this really unsettling aftertaste whenever I consume something it's in; the soda I discovered now uses "good ol'" aspartame as one of its components
-I finally got around to finishing a full playthrough of Magna Carta 2; its a good game, despite its flaws I find a number of things I liked in it (voice acting was also loaded with big names in the US department)
I'll be seeing you, anonymous reader.
But you know what bugs me most? Stubborn people who refuse to admit they're wrong or have wronged other people. Nothing to do with that prior tangent; this refers to... well I guess friend is appropriate, I don't dislike them that much and we talk on a frequent enough basis. More than what I'd consider an acquaintance to be. This guy is a total piece of work. He's honest and well-meaning, but a total clingy dog of a person. And I don't mean "dog" as an insult either... he's really that friendly most of the time if he likes someone. Oh, but don't get me started on the people he likes. Because it makes me embarrassed that he chose to associate me with a certain "stereotype" as well. Which by the way, is more society's fault than any other. They had to come up with words to show disapproval for other people's body types. Anyway, this person has wronged me. In the sense that they have dishonored me with their asinine level of ignorance, and that's not the only strike against them. But I am a very patient person and, with the best of intentions, do not hesitate to tell them of how foolish they behave. As I've told them, "I may have to be mean, but I do only because I truly care about you." I do earnestly mean that, as well.
The way they wronged me was, well... we were talking and when I bring up my own wishes and regards for well, intimacy, this imbecile has the unmitigated gall to tell me to go sleep with a woman. It's just... wrong. Because they theirself are quickly offended if someone so much as tries to pass of their own sexuality (he's gay) as a "choice". SO! How dare he act like I can just choose to sleep with a female because I first and foremost want to be the giving partner in the terms of intimacy and have very limited desires to receive?! I am still entirely flummoxed as to how he can think its okay to even joke about it when he knows of my aversion to the appearance of female genitalia (no offense intended). THEN, oh how very foolish he is, he follows up at a later point, trying to clarify, that oh, there's men who may want to be women and it's just... I am entirely at a loss. Whenever I think back on these facts, I just feel conflicted. Should I really be so mad at him for being a dunce as he clearly is? Y'know, besides other reasons I have to be upset with him. Is it really his fault? I don't believe so, personally, but it still makes me just... feel more empty when people refuse to accept that some people are different and just aren't able to want to be more flexible (in multiple facets of the word) when they haven't experienced what they truly want at first.
As a guy who has not had sex, I just... feel distanced from other people who exhibit such closed-minded thoughts or ideals. Let us be serious for a moment. Do you need to have sex to want to ask someone out, and not only that, but hope that, maybe in your future you would reach a level of intimacy with them? Well I personally say no, sex does not determine a person's sexuality nor their preferences in other people. It can persuade them but hey, if you, as a male, never have been intimate with a woman, even on just an emotional level, then how can you say with complete confidence that you are not "straight"? Unlike my friend, I have been intimate with women, emotionally, not physically and I can say that I'm not really a physical-seeking person. I can also say that as far as physical context and anatomical gender are concerned, I prefer men. I know this because when I engage in personal activities... without meaning to sound crude, I orgasm more completely when my mind, which is receiving physical and mental stimulation, places myself with another male. That is why I know I'm gay. Not because I ever needed someone else to confirm this with their body. Of course if you want to offer me your body and you are a man, more power to you! Hah, have to end on a brighter note.
Other positive things to note of late are:
-several video games I would like to purchase are receiving localizations in my country soon
-thanks to the dunce's meddling, I did meet a new person to talk to who I do like, and that is all (for now)
-I found a diet soda that I actually like to drink; thing is, I abhor Splenda because for me, it gives me this really unsettling aftertaste whenever I consume something it's in; the soda I discovered now uses "good ol'" aspartame as one of its components
-I finally got around to finishing a full playthrough of Magna Carta 2; its a good game, despite its flaws I find a number of things I liked in it (voice acting was also loaded with big names in the US department)
I'll be seeing you, anonymous reader.
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