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Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Just a little sidetrack...

I'll admit, I keep occasionally going back to semeuke (dot) com to take this really ridiculous personality quiz.  They even changed the questions to make it even more... flaming, lol.  So eh, my usual result is..

"You are a Chibi Seme
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyant Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are."

I don't think I'm that manipulative but its so true.  x.x   The full profile for this... "stereotype" of gay people like me goes on to say...

"Mischievous, loyal, and intelligent, the Chibi Seme always seems to have a quiet energy whispering around them, suggesting that there is much more to them then what there first appears to be. Laid-back, and not one to call a lot of attention to themselves, they tend to guard their creative, forceful, (and somewhat manipulative) inner self behind an easygoing and playful exterior shell, which makes it impossible for most to truly know them. It takes a special Uke personality to see into the Chibi Seme's deep hidden self and release their sensual side, but once the Chibi Seme has let in that one special person, they will be forever loyal, loving, and protective.
A Chibi Seme will never be completely happy with just the ordinary. Setting themselves somewhat apart from the rest of the world, they need someone like-minded to keep them challenged intellectually and spiritually - a partner to inspire their dark naughty adventures and give them the motivation to take control."

 So for those not in the know, the seme is the giving partner (in most instances) and the uke is the receiving (in that way, ya).  Well its no shock to me what my preferred role is.  I'm just surprised to remain static.  Though, with the old quiz I sometimes got this or "opportunist seme" at times.  None of them are outright negative though some are pretty tightly "defined" and makes me wonder who seriously behaves in such a way.  I'm not sure what... this guy I really like a heck of a lot would end up as.  He'd say, "well it depends on my mood."  But I'll admit, it truly surprised me when he said, "well if you see me, there'd be tension," it's like... is... that... a vague admission that you kinda want me?  Anyway, I'm really derailing my thoughts again.  I'm told this is normal behavior for people with Asperger's but it sure can be annoying.  : /   He can be flaming a bit, which I like.  Idk, I think he's just so adorbs and I really want to see him again.  Oh well, a guy can hope, right?  I will see him again but my hope is towards... maybe finding something more.  Not that I can't be in just a friendship but its weird, even for me.  Why can't I resist these overly affectionate feelings?  Doesn't help that the universe almost seems to be pushing me into him, either, lawl.  Well ah, good night, readers.

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