Okay, fangasms aside, you gotta admit... that outfit is pure sex. Stupid DLC *shakes fist*. Now listen up all you random people... why is it that none of you can be as honest, if as conceited, as this wonderfully ambiguous specimen? Y'know, I admire Zhong Hui's arrogance and hey, he at least tries to live up to his claims. Granted, all he seems to want is simply to be in power, despite not really being an ideal leader to any degree beyond the fact that he is moderately talented in combat and strategy. But this man acts superior because it is his firm belief that he is superior. Now that's impressive. Unwavering confidence in one's self, that's all one really needs to succeed. And it's still cute, how he claims to be the greatest in the land (ancient China) and yet he's neither very tall nor very intimidating in appearance. Of course, maybe I'm a little mean in finding humor over another's inflated ego. Then again... Quinton Flynn's performance in the English voiceover as this usurper is pretty hilarious, in a good way.
On a minor note: Zhong Hui's preferred weapon in his debut game is a considerably effective choice for both crowd control and obliterating officers with elemental attacks. And it's hard not to appear badass with 5 levitating swords at one's beck and call. A superior weapon for a superior officer. P:
Modesty gets to be overrated, y'know? I'm not saying to be a braggart by any means, but one should be more assertive, especially if one expects to get my attention. Given that I'm among those rare "genuinely nice" specimens left in this world, seriously people, get with the bloomin' program! Maybe you should take time out of your oh-so-busy schedules just to check on the little man--the people you haven't tried talking to yet or in quite some time. Y'know, if someone tells me they want to talk and then they don't have anything to say is still utter BS--find something to say already! I, personally, feel more relaxed rather than unnerved by random comments from others--at least those people are trying to share their thoughts, even if it is in a silly or sometimes meager method.
Can you understand how disheartening it is to genuinely take time to try to strike up conversations with people only to be ignored after spending an hour or longer trying to both self-edit and come across as true to oneself as is possible through the worst socializing platform--the internet? The worst part is I am trying my damnedest to give people the benefit of the doubt. But, too many are still too caught up in their frivolous and way-too-complicated personal lives to notice the effort. I miss my one friend... uh, "Tres-ni" I will refer to him; and yeah, he does SO many things that it's really taxing to try to get a free moment that lasts long enough to even talk to him. This goes on for months, I haven't spoken to him since sometime this past summer IIRC. Of course I want to because I had this crush which will probably continue unrequited for a long while because the one time I get myself to say "well, actually I kinda sorta love you and... yeah," was shortly after he got this girlfriend recently (he's bisexual, so will you kindly SHUT UP with your wandering thoughts!? morons~). Well, wouldn't you know that she dumped him sometime uh, late-autumnish sorta? I can't keep track of these dates precisely, I haven't seen my Tres-ni for about 6 months now, that's all I can muster x_x.
Well, it's not like he's local by any means, the kid lives out-of-state anyway so... I'm just trying to reach out to people in semi-near places. Not that I'm having any luck :/. A small handful are kinda nearby and seem like nice/cool sorts. But they aren't making attempts to talk back at me... *sigh*. It's tough, as I'd just be happy if they at least say, "wow, that's quite a wall of text!" to when I type so much. If just to recognize that I did put true effort into it and I will always do so in any sort of relationship. Even just friendship, I take so grandly because I don't really have anyone to talk to in person that I truly want to talk or spend time with, so I do resort to the internet to try to socialize a bit. Why do people have time to update their statuses a half-dozen moments per day and yet they still can't even try to return even a smidgen of the interest I try to give them. The support, the unbiased love; people say they want a lover, well for god's sake, earn it! I do get a little unnerved seeing them respond to far shallower advances when they clearly deserve far better than that... I know my heart is my best asset but try putting that down and having people take you seriously! For once, I want to be as respected, on a consistent basis, as much as the respect and time I give to people. I consider my friends as family in a sense, at least the few that matter (B--, T--, etc.) and try enough to behave like actual human beings, ones that are capable of some emotion or at least with tasteful decorum.
That said, blagh, I don't want to really add any more girls on this one networking site I'm trying to utilize lately. I don't find most very well, easy to talk to unless they outright talk to me first. All things considered, I'm also just getting tired of trying to strike up conversations with new faces... even as much as I think they might genuinely like me for well... me; an honest and simply kind person. I'm not the smartest, the fastest, the best looking nor the richest person in this world, but I could say few people can match how much I want to be positively connected to other people. To help them just get through their day a little easier, is it so much to ask I meet a man who can appreciate such a simple, if easy-to-overlook, trait? And one with the sheer confidence in themself to not be afraid to accept someone as unique (or just kooky, I don't care) as myself? That's all I really want in a boyfriend, that you never overlook the friend half of the job. You can't truly love someone if you aren't also friends, at least, that's what I think. Arrivederci~.
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