Don't you just love Friday the 13ths? I know I do :3. Of course they tend to just be ordinary days for me, but so what? I feel like talking today~. About what? Stuff, I suppose, what else? You should know me better than that by now (if you read enough of my babble already).
I will admit that I don't like ugly people. Particularly those who let their inner ugliness show, as feebly as they attempt to hide it behind their disgustingly attractive bodies. It should be a crime to be so good looking and yet still have such self-absorbed opinions. If I looked as good as some of these people, you know what? I'd still be doing everything I can to make others feel as good as I'd happen to look. Suffice to say, I don't care about my looks. Long as I remain healthy and able, it's enough for me. A little fat is well... cute. Me? Yeah, I'm overweight but it's not like I'm misshapen as, unfortunately, some persons end up as. And I like my face, alright? But I would never complain about other people being heavy. I feel I'm pretty open to many different shapes (hey, remember one of my very first posts? I find Sima Zhao and Yangus equally attractive) and it's never the size of one's stomach, waist, nor muscle definition but... the size of their heart. Intimately, okay so it helps if you have a shtick, I prefer to look at it rather than weird flaps (for lack of better words). However, I don't care how big of thighs you got... get what I'm saying? Nice sex is well, still nice afterall. One could be 100 or 300 lbs, if I'm really looking at you naked, it's because I already like what I've seen from your actions, emotions and other non-physical expressions. If I didn't, I'd feel too uncomfortable looking at you naked (I'm quite shy despite my romantic tendencies and displays of affection) and would probably stumble over my words quite a bit. It doesn't mean that you're bad looking or even too hot (which makes me even more embarrassed, quite honestly), it's just... I'm not ready to look at you that way because... I want it to be because I know you want it and value me enough that you got me naked first... or something to that extent. I'm really hard to get out of my pants (I never sleep fully naked, lolol) so... you gotta be like dynamite to blow away all my humility. It's why I like guys willing to have their egos lifted and show their self confidence, especially if they are morally rounded enough to admit that I've helped them to feel that way. That's the biggest reward for me... helping others to reach their greatest possible selves. Yeah, yeah... I'm weird xP.
I find it ironic yet oddly fitting that my birthmonth is the LGBT Pride Month in the United States of America (where I reside) and my birthday itself is an International Autistic Pride Day. Yes, I am mostly gay and also partially autistic, go figure! Nothing really else to say on that topic though, I just happen to be mildly amused by the fact :3.
More rambling a little later, can't really commit to more brain-picking at this moment. See you soon~.
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