So, here I am, making a blog for the first time. Any Welsh persons who will lurk here may get how my username goes with the title. It's not too hard to figure out though, the meaning of "Awel" is simply "breeze".
Some of you may be thinking, "but how does a breeze ebb and flow, it is not a wave!". And probably the rest of you won't be thinking anything at all, haha. Well, I tend to have a different way of thinking, which will likely become more evident when I get to talking more. I probably should learn to shut up more, but most of the time I find I hardly talk at all, so who's to judge?
I actually put a lot of thought and ridiculous amounts of time into the things I write/say; so it will likely take me an absurdly long time to assemble thought and compose what only comes out to a few paragraphs of text, simply a fair warning. I'm also known for ginormous (though not too often, really) blocks of words at things that most folk would only be able to give a 2-sentence response to, haha. At some point I did consider being a writer, and I'm told I express myself well in words at times, but I'm not a very efficient worker. I'm more of a general organizer and motivator when it comes to team efforts, so some call me "leader"; still, I don't seek the role often if at all.
You want the truth? You got it. Ironically, as a child I did have difficulty with this as much as it feels silly to discuss. I was very well behaved but could not stop telling lies here and there; I really didn't understand until I learned a few personal details around age 10 that really helped me snap out of lying to people altogether, because it hurt me personally to realize how much I was lied to by family members. Sometimes I may be bitterly and often, awkwardly honest about things. Leave your worries at the door, I say, because I will never make judgments on you or criticize anything at all. But I will not hide displeasure nor distaste if you choose to do stupid or even awful things, that's how I roll.
So, today I got inspired to start this when I randomly clicked on someone's profile on my friend's blog that I visit often as a guest; and this person's profile led to their own blog they had started. Of course I never visited this person's blog before then, but I thought it was really cool of them to basically have their own personal journal out for people to read. If you don't mind a fair amount of "teh gay" and want to hear what I think seems to be pretty honest and compelling stuff, check out this dude's blog as this is one of the main reasons I felt like pushing myself to start my own.
I could keep rambling, but this is supposed to just be an introduction for people to read something and think, "well, maybe I'll stick around for the other crap this guy puts up, maybe," haha, and if you do, well you're probably pretty cool people. The next post will probably be more about me. I will say that I am not narcissistic in the least, but I do have a lot to say about myself because I've dealt with a lot over the past 22 years of my life, and I've no real qualms or fears about expressing them to people. If you're going out of your way to put up with me, it's probably because you're generally interested and not scared of what I suppose is my unique charm, and kudos to you rare and special people this will apply to. Thanks for your time, let's waste some more later, eh? Haha, ciao~.
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