Classic reference be stylin'. (Yeah I like the Little House books, more than the tv show adaptation but maybe that's just due to my love of books?)
-So, I seem to attract attention from people I have little interest in and can barely hold the attention of people I long to just open up and spend hours with sharing my mind and heart with and its really irking me. Whatever. I think I have a stalker, idk, I just try to ignore them and they aren't aggressive, just persistent. They keep "admiring" me on this one site so I automatically "skip" the notice when I see them pop up. This has gone on for a few months now but I don't hate the guy, I just don't know what to do. Get myself off the market? I can't be bothered to confront them though, too much hassle.
-In much, much lighter news... I'm resuming work on my on-going, constantly revised and never released FE rom hack (probably of Blazing Sword, but if Sacred Stones support expands enough, I wouldn't hate to use that as the base). Its mostly the roster that changes as sometimes I want to change people around whether it be altering their class or using new friends as the inspiration behind some characters. That's also why I tend to come up with so many possible ideas for actual games, period. Regardless, the inspirations are mostly just subtle nods to personality quirks at best, appearance rarely matches well, sprite limitations aside, I don't associate with the most aesthetically pleasing of people all the time and hell, I think I'm usually bland as heck to look at. Still, the look I give to characters, no matter the circumstance, tends to match their inspiration's spirit and what they impart in me... so they all look great in my eyes regardless if they're tall, short, fat, thin, muscular or what have you.
-The friend whom kinda left, kinda didn't; kinda hurt me, but probably didn't mean much by it... well, we're talking a little. I'm feeling okay enough but... he's still a bit quiet and I only wish I knew what I should do to help. I hope my current choice to just be quieter, not as over-sharing and patiently wait for responses is the right thing. I really like seeing them around... his smile is just... warmer than the sun in Summer. And it doesn't even hurt like the latter half, haha. ^w^ Although my sleep schedule is pretty normal lately and I don't really "see" them much. I get that I'm not a top priority, lol, but can I be at least number 108 on the list of 1000 priorities? xD Just saying. : 3
I hope things continue to get better for me, him, well, everything in general. ^^
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